Dear Carson-Boy, I just wanted to write you a little note telling you how much I love you. You are such a joy to everyone. You are such a happy little boy. And yes, you're a little boy. You're 20 months old. Almost a 2 year old. Where, oh , where has the time gone? You are growing up and learning so much everyday. You are a chatty little boy and you love to talk. If you're not talking you're making silly noises or making car noises. "Vroom vroom" is probably your most favorite phrase. You are OBSESSED with cars. And the way you say cars is so cute. It sounds like 'kuys' kinda like guys but with a K. You also love trucks or "tuks" as you call them, and you love choo-choos and wowwows. (Ambulance, police cars, fire trucks) You call them wowows because that's the sound they make! :) 


You are my sunshine, my light, my love, my joy, my everything! Nothing brings me more joy then getting to be your mom. I love that I get to be with you all day. You are so happy and good that I honestly miss you when you're sleeping! You are an amazing little person, my boy, and your mama loves you more then you will ever know. Thank you for letting me be your mom. I love love love you forever. 

As of May 29th we have been married for 3 years! It sounds so funny to me to say that. 3 years seems like such a short amount of time. I feel like it's been much longer. I know that sounds bad but I really don't mean it in a bad way. I was talking to my amazing in-laws about it while we were in Florida and my father in law mentioned how when your meant to be together it seems like you've always been together. That's how it's always been for Rob and I. We were best friends since the first day we were together. I was worried, since he was a missionary when I met him, that when we could actually be together it might be awkward. That wasn't the case. I had never felt happiness like I felt when we were together. I also had never felt heart break like I did when I had to go back to Washington. (I went and visited him in Phoenix) It was a literal ache in my heart. Just remembering it now makes me cry. That was over 4 years ago and so much has happened since then. We got married, lived in 2 different apartments, had a baby, gone on lots of trips, bought our first home. We've had ups and we've had downs but at the end of the day, I am so glad it's Rob I get to do these things with. He his mine and I am his. We GET each other. He gets my weird sense of humor and laughs and my craziness. I get his need to always have a project to work on and support that. We really are perfect for each other. I am so blessed to have him as my husband. I am so grateful that he fell in love with me and asked me to be his wife. I love you forever and ever my babe!! I can't wait to see what the next billion years have in store for us :)